Yesterday, she felt so bruised, broken heart and lonely after figuring out What her man did.
She didnt know what she had to do, all on her mind just keep herself calm. She met her man.
it was not easy to know that she not like used to be.
Silence was the best choice at the time altough he was next to her. Then finally he asked her what happened on her silence.
Two hours seemed so fast, she put her smile on her face again. "They" laughed and stared each other. They hold each other hand. Maybe they had cleared and solved all the troubles for sure. She always forgive what need to be forgiven to keep him next to her. All she need is growing old with him, no matter how hard is.
It was, tuesday at 23.00
She waited call from him
It was, Wednesday 00.41 still no call received.
She texted him
"Are you sleeping?"
No replied
She texted him again
"Please call me as soon as you read this"
She waited his call from middle of the night till pre-dawn. She wanted to tell something to him. She knew that she totally tired and heavy sleepy but she tried to still alive just to wait his call.
It was wednesday, 02.31
An incoming call from him, she enthusiastically to answer it.
"Hallo" he said
"Hallo"
She asked him to do the pre-dawn prayer first before they would continue the conversation. He not replied at all, the hanging call.
She guessed that he still pray. She waited patiently.
15 minutes flies, no replied from him.
Then, she texted him
"If you done praying, call me again"
She still waited.
Untill, she felt tear drops on her face.
She a little bit cried,
She didnt know what she cried for.
It was wednesday 12.00 am. She is still wanting his call.
She still reminds herself that she is growing stronger each day. She is trying to be something more.
"If you dont care about my tear drops,
God does"
